absence

Sorry for my absence, Hubby was home for R&R :)

It was lovely to see him, but it really sucks again now that he's gone. I had a taste of what it's like being happy again with my hubby and now I just have to get used to being alone and sad. We just got used to being with each other and then he had to leave again. There are traces of him everywhere to remind me that that man I've been Skyping with is real which makes me happy, but then I remember he's not home anymore.
I'll blog more about it later, thinking about it just makes me sad.